finished tamadun paper plus hanging at cc more then two hours, i am tired now. yesterday studied untill 4am.. just slept 3 hours.. and now i really wana go to sleep but 2 hour liying on my bed, my eyes opened frequently... i am not use to sleep in my rented room now.. got a feeling of insecure.. scare that someone open my door.. haha.. i wan go back home sleep lar.. i use to sleep with door opened and able to see my family walking around outside my room.. this is the feeling i wan.. i feel more secured..
besides, there is something bothering me.. i am getting more tired of my situation now.. situation that is not easy to handle.. whether to engage or back. i choose back, get away.. but this action are not getting any better. what i should do now? hopefully, there will be some changes from this situation in later time.. i never want to go through this anymore in my future.
