could u please go away.
where i am here
fighting for the best i can.
what was good
and what was bad.
as clock is ticking
lets all call it histories.
life is short.
yet decades had gone.
is time to plan
for the sake of upcoming.
hah! after seeing my friend's blog (Wei Hsin, sorry for copying ur style ya~ =p) i try this. haha.. but not as good as his. lolz..
Being conservative and flexible will stuck one in the middle of nowhere which do not know which position he is belongs to thus makes a highly vulnerable stage by itself that he may thought the outcome was the opposite of it. Therefore, be more creative and active not just in thought but brings out as well.
fire playing materials are not able to attract me anymore but the festival food such as moon cakes still do. what moon cakes i actually referring is definitely not the traditional one. i am referring the 'ping pei'! I ate a lot of 'ping pei' for this year which is also my 1st time trying it. i never ate ping pei before because my dad is the traditional minded person that believes original always the better choice. so i should be thankful to my sis who successfully persuaded my dad buying 'ping pei'. i heard that baskin robbin has created ice cream moon cake this year but sadly i don't get to try.. perhaps there will be an opportunity to try it next year.
honestly, the main reason that make me felt boring is actually related to those persons whose we celebrate with. there is no hate or unlike issues but me and my cousins just never get close together after we grown up. but for sure i will still attend this celebration every year because this is a tradition and not attending it is kind of socially incorrect in behavior. i predict this awkwardness between me and my cousins will remain the same for next year and another next year..
do you know..
moon cake festival is an old traditional festival that heritage by generation. it is an important day which brings family together for reunion.
eating moon cakes is to commemorate the rebellion successfully attack and overthrew the Mongolian from ruling their country unfairly.
carrying latern is origenated as a thanksgiving festival for a succesful harvest reflecting China's history as an agricultural society.
I've visited few blogs lately and i was impressed with what they've posted. their posts are good in quality and able to yield inspiration to readers. in fact, some are as good as an article just like in the 'time', 'reader digest' or other similar type of magazines. Moreover, their age are just as young as mine but the quality of these post are significantly different. so, how could i reach their standard? tenacity is the key? O.o
(just trying to write like other people.. but it sound so kek sui ..haiz..)
erm.. ya, still maintain the fresh feeling of staying hostel.. my friend has registered and fixed the p1 wimax at our room area.. and that is a terrible one.. paying rm99 for an unstable line. it cant even load facebook pages. suckzz!
next is, planed to have some sport every weeks start from now.. as me few of hostel guy and my classmates has started this plan with badminton on Wednesday... that was one of my pleasurable day with them.
On Thursday we had successfully registered for the acca conference. the eleventh hour of deciding and registering at the same time was so exhausting.
So, to the topic i wan to write about is begins here.
i basically would like to have some new friends but at the same time, i would also wish to have my old friends to be more close instead of leaving it to a side. I've got some unresolved problems related to friend's relationship. thanks for my brother shurong for giving some idea for me.. i deeply wish that u could solved yours in your own way as well... just after u are ready for it. i trust u can bro! i know it is hard.. but we are challenging our life and indirectly we are training our self to solve problems!
1st week lectures were all blur lesson i can say that.. it is because of the notes are not yet ready and things that we jotted were all unclear. now i am quite lazy to do tutorial questions. i guess that is not so important but concentrate on lecture and tuto class may be crucial.
And results is out! i fulfill my wish to increase my cgpa with o.1++ and my next target is to increase o.15. thats mean i must get A in every subject. O.15 ar..!! >.<''
I have finished my road blind.. and now, i would like to move on to abandoned kids and babies..
When i entered to an orphanage 2days ago, i can feel that the environment of the orphanage has no much different from the zoo .. all little kids are like caged in a large room. few are siting, few are chasing, few are playing but all are adorable! cute! small! we went in the room with fei sin and her friends. Have in mind as a purpose to choose a kid to borrow to accomplish a film. the funny thing was when a selected boy asked to bring along a friend, the boy straight approached to the most pretty n cute girl there for his company. the girl rejected him. too bad.. and after that, there is my 1st time to carry baby. nice man.. usually not dare due to their delicate bone.. how if i accidentally hurt him or accidentally drop him? then i will not forgive myself to d end of my life...
i tried my best in this sem. perhaps my cgpa raise o.1 ++ hehe.. too greedy le.. my eng arld tried very hard d.. but damn! becus of the letter, left 30 min cant come out any idea.. and my spelling sucks! arg... >.< must set a goal now..
aim: get a in eng plus able to type simple chinese.
time frame: advance diploma.
besides, there is something bothering me.. i am getting more tired of my situation now.. situation that is not easy to handle.. whether to engage or back. i choose back, get away.. but this action are not getting any better. what i should do now? hopefully, there will be some changes from this situation in later time.. i never want to go through this anymore in my future.
i realised that my blog is so boring.. it is definitely similar to my real life of course. in fact, life can be mining full and gay if we value every laughter and enjoyment higher. that was what i had conceived lately. however, mans can think perfectly but in the other hand, that is not an easy thing to be done. in doing so, sometime we will found our self not really in the way of being in a good mood. what i mean was one will "shyok sendiri" to get them self out of their mood. i am not sure it is a wrong but i am sure doing so, will get yourself fell more empty. so, i choose not to smile or laugh too over if that is not really funny and interesting. what should i do is just to be normal and be myself. laugh when should and smile when need in the right degree.
guys, wish me luck for my exam!! =)... i am not expecting high result for this sem but i will try my best from now. i must get my note in front of me now. i must study hard ar~~~
besides genting, went ipoh weding dinner, dad's friend house warming, dad's friend hari raya open house, qq house worming another weding dinner, moon cake festival at grandma house.
this holiday i drop my phone in the toilet. mood down.. but the next sem's time table chill me up. that is next sem every monday is holiday ^.^
and the next day pay a professional korek toilet man rm60 to take out my phone from the deep toilet hole.. and now phone fixing.
two more day for the 2nd sem 1st class~ must hardworking!!
erm.. wat to say.. with my blank of mind.. forgotten which day, ivan organised a gathering of our gang to have lunch at Taman Desa. that day was hui ying bday as well. so just when to the gathering. yb will be going to london for her medical course soon (geng man..) we had a kind of sad mood while talking yb will be going. someone was missing that day. Perhaps there will be a next gathering with him as i believe that everyone hopes his coming...
i have ard join kung fu classes for 3 month but what i have learned was so basic!! fell like wana whack my sifu from back just for testing his kung fu. (wana see his kung fu only.. just curious what that sifu got..) XD!!
my account test guaranty fail ! i can only finish doing T account with the time given. still got income statement and balance sheet. after the test i asked by my friends, how? can balance? then i was like =.= wata hack to balance? income statement also never do.. diu.. after that test me n hui ying went for siang wei bday.. tnx to the kind kar xian for fetching us there! hehe..
yesterday when klcc with classmate. after eating kfc, kx ran back for HE. half way ran back becus forgot to take her wallet then sms again forgot to take her file... then we watch lost of land and lol at d cinema. after that go out to the garden for a walk n took some gay pics.
just oni accounting course in this batch, ard about 950 student leh.. i am just look like little ant.. haizzz... next week gona start tutorial class lu.. so good i am not alone sitting 1 person in the class like a so chai.. same class with kar xian and hui ying. they both no account base but they get dono 9As or 10As in spm. me die lo.. me got an A oni and no account base.. go soh soh dey in. haizzz...
and just lost my phone in this past thursday and register back my num in saturday. now, i lost all my contact ard. some can key in back and some cannot d. that is sad case.. again, haizzzzzz........
Since i have got nothing better to do, so tomorow i will bath her whole nice shape of body just like i bath mine.XD n also bring her kai kai~ ^.^